I just wanna cry and let it all out. Maybe the tears will evapourate with my stresses but it's a temporairy fix. I wish i could figure out what it is. Is it just exam stress? Coursework? Art? Fear of failure? Or is it something else. Maybe i'll find out in the main holiday and get a true answer, but that's too far away. I need an answer now. Not 'now' in a spoilt child like way, but 'now' as in now or it will be too late then. Closing my eyes and going to sleep gives a little time to not think about it, but when i wake, it hits you again.