No, no, no, no, Don't phunk with my heart..

It's amazing the effect this is having. I never saw it as a sure steady friendhip, maybe that's what it made it special? You never trusted me, not really. I knew that and wasn't really bothered too much. I thought perhaps in time. A year has it been? Roughly something like that. A year. A *year*. It means nothing? You say you are at square one, it never had to be.
I never said you were "a fake", I said you were acting fake with your big :D smiley faces after sentances which were so obviously not linked with a big grin.
You said you'd stand up. Stand up to what? Why is it I have to resort this to even talk to you? What the hell did I ever do to you. Okay so tell him what you want, that's his problem. But by not letting him talk to me, you were taking a friend away from me too. Or did you never actually think about that? I class him as a really good friend despite what shit people say about him. It's never effected me and even though you seem to have a disliking to him, along with Patrick, he's probably done the least damage to me. If you are so truthful, why do you never tell me the truth? Am I not big enough to handle it?
You've already been through all the emotional shit, but I haven't. Cried twice and a side plate of two episodes of throwing up. Yeah maybe you are right. I'm not big enough to handle the truth. I cared. I wanted to help. I tried with the late nights. The talks. The advice which, given, probably wasn't always fantastic. I'm sorry for anything I could of done to hurt you. Live your life like this, No one is perfect, so you really won't ever find a friend you will decide to keep for life.
You will look beautiful tomorrow. I'm just sad I can't spend it with you.
I really wish I'd gone to sleep and never woken up yesterday.

I wonder if I take you home
You'd still be in love baby?