So what can I say? Exams are going okay i guess, but before you think my lack of updates is because i've been revising my butt off you are very much mistaken. It's the wrong time to be lazy. But unfortunatly that is what is happening. Maybe it's just because I have too much on my mind? Whats for sure that English paper did kinda piss me off. Stereotyping us to be typical teenagers?
Describe a Nightmare World. What do they want us to do? Write down our live story of neglect and troubled minds that led us to self harm and breakdowns? Maybe it's some sort of research from the Government. Lmfao I wish. Because maybe they would make them take notice that the younger generation is in deep deep shit. Can they not see it? No, cause they are too fucking busy using their attention and concerns on wars on other countries. Too busy making sure they get as much money out of us as possible. They don't actually fucking care about what the next generation are going to turn into. We work our asses off to give them statistics, to please parents. But they don't actually give a fuck about us. As long as we're intelligent enough to carry out a job, in which is paid into them via taxes. Oh i'll tell you somethign halarious. I recived a formal brown (what is is with brown?) envelope. It contained information telling me I need to start worrying about what i will do for money when i'm 65. What's the point? They want to scrape State pension anyway. I'd much rather send money into a savers account from my salary (when I actually get one) and use that when i'm older. At least i'll have some of my own money. But then again, as my mum did say, if the money is there i am more likely to use it, then i'll be screwed when i do need money when i don't have a pension. This country is fucked up. We're small and so called powerful only because the English are classed as the most hard working country. We work the most hours, over health and safety limits just so we can fund their next invasion to another country just to show how big we are. I am, however, going off topic here.

Tomorrow evening it is the big night. Lmfao trust my old primary school best friend to find a chinese restaurant that also has karaoke. I am going to make a fool of myself and *no* I am *not* taking my camera. Hopefully i'll get a chance to have an alcopop or two to get rid of the nerves, so i can make a fool of myself without caring.